Resigned

I resigned from my position at Hearts at Home yesterday. It was one of the hardest things I have done and I've been rather depressed about it. I know that it was the best decision though we have too much going on with Eli and the other boys for me to be able to keep up with everything.

I still feel overwhelmed with things and the house is a huge mess, I'm not sure when I'm going to be able to get it back in shape. I just feel like and failure when it comes to house cleaning and keeping up with things. I'm not sure where to start cleaning, part of me wants to throw everything away and just start over again.